Unmotivated

I did nothing all day. The only time I left the house was to get the mail. Waiting for my job at Target to start and taking a little time off from studying leaves me incredibly unmotivated. I don’t even feel like playing video games or reading books, activities I like to do more often when I have the time. Now I have all the time in the world, but everything seems really boring.

There are things I should be doing too. Since a lot of my relatives come over for Christmas, I should be cleaning and putting things away around the house before then. I also should be working on polishing my cover letter and resume to send off to actuary and teaching jobs. But for some reason, I can’t bring myself to do anything when I stay at home all day.

I have a friend in the actuary profession who suggested that I start studying for the next exam as soon as possible instead of waiting until January. I won’t really be sacrificing my Christmas like last year since I’ll already be home, so I ordered the next study guide. I’m actually looking forward to next week. I’ll be working and studying at the same time, but at least I’ll be doing something productive.